It's hard to keep track of everyone I've been. It's much easier to let it go and be whoever I am at this time. But whoever or whatever,he/she determines the direction I take. I'll start today -- a person (male) confined as much by indecision as anything else in a gray hospital setting. I 'll leave. I know a path, and while I've never traveled beyond the wall to which it leads, I know there's a door. And beyond that door? I wonder now why I have waited so long...